On Sunday my girlfriend split up with me after 5 years of been together this month. I am really struggling to come to terms with it all and all I can think about is her. Everything I see reminds me of her, I still love her so much and just want her back. I went back for my clothes last night and tried to speak to her but all she said to me that she wanted to be single for a while and wants to look after herself. Me and her have a great relationship and I am torn apart that this has happend. As some of you might know I am from the North East and have just completed my degree. Ever since i finished Uni in June everything has been real bad with money. I have credit card debts, Over drafts to payback and have a new laptop to pay for by November. Over the last 4 weeks me and my girlfriend have been looking for place to live in the Newcastle area as she has just started her year placement in Alnwick. This is such a shock to my system as I thought things were well, I now feel lost, I am constantly in tears and I dont know which way to turn. I have no home and all my clothes are in plastic bags. I am sending this message via Starbucks BTOpenZone and have like 5 minutes left. I hope to see you guys soon, I will log on later today. PS: I am looking for work in Newcastle still as I am now need to find a flat or house share of somesort if anyone knows anywhere?